About to step into a new phase of my life! This has to do with Quality Of life. The meaning I never gave much thought to. I have worked hard most of my life and accepted every thing that came my way as what I was due. If it meant the simple things like carrying heavier loads I did it. After all I was strong, therefore it was my duty to accomplish what others were unable to do. I never gave a second thought to the consequences that would result later in life.
Now I find myself facing these results. My right shoulder has a joint that is square–there is no ball and joint to allow comfortable movement. Sleeping on either shoulder is uncomfortable and the things I used to do have become a chore. Crocheting, knitting, sewing, and designing projects now take more effort then I feel I have the energy to expend. It is much easier to lay and rest a while in the afternoon. My brain seems too frustrated about the lack of interest and I feel unfulfilled. So my doctor has started me on the path to satisfy this need. It won’t be easy–it will be painful but if it brings satisfaction and peace of mind it will be worth it.
My first surgery is in mid March and I’m sure you are going to wish you never heard of Momma when the complaining starts. But I’m strong and determined to travel this road and at the end it will be worth it.
Sorry, your joints are becoming so painful and reducing your quility of life. The surgery will not be fun and the PT will be work. I know you have the spirit to mke through to the other side, healthy and happier. Is there some thing I could do from afar? We ( aral and i) are taking this new event in our life one day at a time. Surgery for removal of the mass is being plannned, date not confirmed yet. This is the worse for me and him, the waiting and test. I am praying for you and Aral. Hope we can meet on skype soon. I am usually not on the computer much lately. Bye now!!!
Boy, oh boy – don’t read your blog for a few days and look at all you’ve posted! Sorry about the surgery, but if, in the end it makes you feel better – guess it’s worth it. Love you!!!
Mary,
I know you are down now, but you will find the strength and determination to make it through the surgery or surgeries. I wish I had words of wisdom for you, but I know you will find your way. . . and yes, it is time to think of yourself and let other’s do for you whenever possible.