Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Lost In The Shuffle
Cindyism has posted an item on weight and it reminded me that a few months back I too wanted to change my lifestyle. Well along came the emphysema diagnosis and being fat went right out of my head. I have found myself with every sweet possible in my mouth constantly. One of these get it while you can because you may not get it later syndromes.
It is so fucking easy to find an excuse for not following through on a commitment. So I guess it is time to put my money where my big fat mouth is. I had lost a total of three whole pounds, a far cry from 80. Then I gave up and blew the thought all to hell. This month I go for another CAT scan to measure the progression of the COPD. I can start cutting back on the negative eating now, but I know the test results are going to effect my attitude. I also know I have the tenacity to do this because I left smoking behind and never turned back.
So I want to join Sweet Thing in this challenge even if it is long distance. Let’s see what the women of this family can do!!!
